Where does this road lead to

I am extremely happy!

She is giving me a chance! Perhaps this is it, the long curse of 'no luck' in love is finally taking a turn. I know it may sound too early to be happy, but the fact is that She GAVE me a CHANCE....nobody ever gave me a chance, and she did!

I do pray that things will work out for us

thinking again

Hai... I guess the thing that I fear most is loneliness... Try eating dinner, alone everyday... its depressing I used to have Wendy to have dinner with and now she is away.. far far away...and I used to have friends to have dinner with...well until all of them got their girlfriends...

Having a girl to think about and a girlfriend to care is not so bad of an idea after all! But, initially going after the girl is actually painful! you know I have never ever successfully asked a girl out before in my entire life!  the girls all rejected me like I'm a leper or something! hahahah What to do? I'm not good looking, not well built, I am dark and I am not talented in anything at all.. I'm bad at music and futsal!...and my colleague, Janet Chai says that I suck at singing.. so I guess that sums it all...

I guess I never have any luck in Love at all.. not even one... hahahahah.. life huh? well its unfair.. but i guess i have no choice but to live through it...  

Am I in Love?

Am I in Love?

I really don't know the answer to this question. I miss her very much now since she has gone. I miss the moments that I've spent with her. The things that we talk about. The time we spent together. I really miss her. I wished that I could have just pick the phone up and call her. But I guess, I couldn't. Maybe She is busy? what shall I talk to her on the phone? what to talk about? I don't know. For the first time in my life, my answer is I don't know. scarry huh?

Gangster

Am I a Protege of Law?